Everything has come to an end..
2008 national badminton c'ships has officially ended.Through much pain,sweat and tears, we finally finished the race 3rd..and the girls 2nd.

I was thinking that why didnt God made us 1st,since we paid so much efforts, so much pain and injuries. And yea, God revealed Himself and its absoltuely His Style.Much have been covered in my previous blog entry about the value of being a subsitute and the dejection a subsitute has,but i'll further explain it.

I'm just not ready for it. Even though im equipped with the technical skills and despite many pleas made to coaches,God didnt move. He knows that im not ready.Although part of me really wants to play and glorify God,my motivation isnt totally right. I mind still mind titles and attention.But something miraculous happened today, the feeling just died.

Now i know why there is sports and why alot of sportsmen and sportswomen are successful in life.
Its the tenacity,
its with the focus,
its with the hunger,
its with the desire.
its with the discipline.

Though the end of my badminton journey in jc isnt as dramatic and wonderful as i thought i would be, it has, through God, moulded my character.

It is the beginning, not the end.
Reborned.