oh my oh my.

when i up my spiritual level, i can just feel it! recently,i just feel so in sync with the flow!

during CG i was testing out who christine would pray for and yeas,cant get the correct person but i know its from which directions!

and MORE SHOCKINGLY,
i just hear God telling me to " Prepare for the storm next year" and WAH SEH. today's prophetic message coincide lah. PREPARATION. woots. and i really have to START NOW.

i just love God.
Lord, bring forth a new strength in me!
Blessed Redeemer.

i just love amazing grace.

i was born nothing in this world.

so why should i be captivated by worldy affairs?
17 years,dont seem long yet it is the only days i have spent on this earth.Plenty things sure have changed!

what wrecks my heart?
i've been think of this question for quite sometime,but i think i found the answer today.

another thing i realised is that,everything will follow a person of convictions.a passion that never stops burning!

it is really when i see children learning the wrong things.i know kids can be annoying,but whenever i put myself in their shoes, i can feel their anguish.There is constantly a signal to them,telling them that they are useless. but in the book of Malachi(in the bible) you will know that kids are NOT USELESS. I remember the days whereby my parents will just leave me aside,often pushing my emotions to the limits. i cant remember the exact causes,but i always end up confused.i asked myself, "why cant i do..." so i guess i develop this excitment for new things,things that i never did before.
people often say, we use 1/10 of our brain. And if we unlock the rest with God, things will definitely get better.
back to my past, it is always the lack of understanding.and nobody gave me the answer. i will definitely not allow my children to fall under such circumstances. The world is innately evil. As long as General Paper exists, the world can never be white...it can be gray or even black.For darkness is such a powerful force that it can even corrode away the fundamentals of life...purpose of marriage, family structure, and the power of faith.

so much room has been made available for darkness to reign..so much..it is just unbelievable.

2nd wreckness comes from these. People/intellects coming forth to fight against the faith-force. They believe in only what they can see...my question to them would then be...a blind person can never be able to be smart? Faith is such a great force.
I really want to be part of this force and wipe out these faithless creatures!

i just want to shout to God,

You are my King, rule over my life,my brain. i give you my all. And use me for a greater purpose in life!

im going to be a religious doctor!

today is tuesday.

morning was great.i had a fun time mugging japanese.Then took TAXI to ARENA just to realise that training was at boon lay secondary school. shitty. wasted 5.30.

i felt the impact of NOT eating proper meals for training because i felt so FEEBLE that i almost crumbled into pieces.HAHA. but i managed to pick myself up!(with prayers yea) Then came JAP test. phew. it wasnt hard. luckily i managed to study this morning.

bought stuff and went home,with a waist thats almost breaking....

BUT,when i switched on my compand checked the mail, WOAH. something great happened!

here goes,

" Hey hey Junjie,

Yes, I remember the content of that particular script very well. In it, I sensed from you much struggle and inner conflict. To tell you the truth, as I was reading your script, I did have a feeling that you would one day meet with Jesus . Extremely uncanny, if you ask me. And lo! To God be the glory! I am very very happy for you. :)

[Just remember not to proselytise when you are writing your GP essay regarding a question on religion though. Heh. ;p]

Thank you very much for replying. I am looking forward to seeing you.

Hope JC life has been finding you suitably well.

God bless,
miss chew "

thats from my ex-english teacher in rv! she was one of my favorite teachers!haha,she just sent me a wedding invitation on 8th december. its so cool lah!then i just told her that i accepted Christ this year. and its great!
sometimes im just wondering why some people choose to waste their lives. INVITED and AVAILABLE. nothing else to do. But they just want to rot at home and play game. and the cycle continues for years after years. so what if i have a lvl 99 priest in maplestory? it just show how much time i spent pressing keys here and there, getting items that are virtual. they cant change much of a person's life. sigh.
WHY? Lord, let me help You knock some sense in these people's lives!

anyway, i am so in awe of the vision that ezekiel saw!
the appearance of Him like a rainbow in the sky. cool uh.
another thing that is cooler, a 40mins hymn in Da Vinci's The Last Supper. praising Jesus to the extent! he was just not satisfied with the current way the hymns are presnted man! and we so have this heart,for God made us to have a brain,not just to follow,but to CREATE. make things happen. not just things,EXTRAORDINARY THINGS!

yea.
think through guys,what are you going to do in the future?how much time more are you going to waste?

live life the Christian way!

hi, its been nearly a month since i blogged....

and i'm back with more revelations than ever.
God is JUST SOOO SOOO SOO BIG and MIGHTY that any coincidence mentioned can never be so so so real.

recently,im like what my facebook said,
BACK ON TRACK.
i openly declare that i had lost my direction from promos until recently. it is really when i start to hear and feel God's voice then i know what am i doing...
it's just so traumatising...this time round, i am TRULY OVERWHELMED.
i really acknowledge the fight between the devil and God..its just SO REAL. i used to think that all these are just made up..but now,im INVOLVED.

God told me that i must watch The Seeker:the dark is rising.

and yes it is a warning!of the near future. the dark is indeed rising. and the Light needs to feel the urgency to overcome it!though the movie isnt great,but it is just so so so real now...

plain words are really indescrib-able. the shift in direction of the integration is just so glaring! it is really God. and so many people are in need of God. i really need to work hard for these people. their world is soo soo dark...i just have to set my priorities right to save these souls...
i will longer be involved in things that unproductive.

God use me to build Your kingdom,for i am willing.
i want to help those people.

in just a few hours after blogging,new revelations came!
but i'll cut short!
OUR EDUCATION SYSTEM SHOULD INCLUDE PSYCHOLOGY AS A SUBJECT.