after 6 days of intense training,
i dare say that i have understood more about Christainty!

heart of God church, obviously, we are a church which follow after God's heart!
& i can just feel so much pain and love in God's Heart!
so i say to YOU LORD, i want to carry YOUR BURDEN,use me for i am willing!

Well,there had been many revelations these few days,so i'll share!

i was just reflecting about my life, because i felt i lost something in my life.and yeap, i know what is that!it is the excitement about LIFE! how can be consistently wanting to sleep when i have so many opportunities to do many many things! and that is really the PURPOSE OF LIFE. i just lost my vision someway along the line. In the book, your capacity in God and through charleston and dominic's sermons, i found what i lacked!

VISION!

i am not working towards my vision!that is why i live life one day by one day.How can a person be happy go lucky!he is really not going to go anyway in life!i mean, cause i USED to be this kind of person! i just wanted to be happy everyday,but i always end up doubting things and emo-ing because at the end of the day, i am always faced with mockery,because i did not put in effort in doing things like homework or just listening to lessons.But deep down in my heart,i always wanted to be great. i always wanted people to look up to me!
but somewhere along the line(again), i lost motivation and come to this conclusion, " i just want to live life peacefully,just enjoy life to the fullest" But whenever i face criticism, i simply cannot take it.However, i would gladly receive any form of praise,because i felt good(it is really because i had low self-esteem).
SOOOO, now having received Christ with RENEWED MIND, i know life cannot simply just mediocre. Because life had no purpose!if all i do is just to eat,sleep and fool around, it is meaningless!it is really not about having a great career and life,it is about helping OTHERS who needs help! My parents helped me, my teachers helped me, my friends helped me.SO MANY. but why am i always concerned only about MYSELF?

so i really want to be someone who is always there to lift people up!
there is so many things people can do,but they are just too LAZY to do. everyone loves receiving presents,but who loves to give presents? there must be someone to does it! would it be good if everyone just give presents?because everyone will receive them!step out of your comfort zone!

THEREFORE, i promise that from today on, i will sleep less and do more.

IM EXCITED ABOUT LIFE,how about YOU?
i want to be a bridegroom EVERYDAY.
for he is always excited and even if he doesnt sleep,it doesnt matter.
why do we always want to sleep?because we say, "IM TIRED!"

LOVE LIFE!
ignite your life with fire!

oh well,there is MORE i discovered about Christian Lifestyle..but i shall not tell you!
-IM A CHRISTIAN,ASK ME WHY!