i was born nothing in this world.

so why should i be captivated by worldy affairs?
17 years,dont seem long yet it is the only days i have spent on this earth.Plenty things sure have changed!

what wrecks my heart?
i've been think of this question for quite sometime,but i think i found the answer today.

another thing i realised is that,everything will follow a person of convictions.a passion that never stops burning!

it is really when i see children learning the wrong things.i know kids can be annoying,but whenever i put myself in their shoes, i can feel their anguish.There is constantly a signal to them,telling them that they are useless. but in the book of Malachi(in the bible) you will know that kids are NOT USELESS. I remember the days whereby my parents will just leave me aside,often pushing my emotions to the limits. i cant remember the exact causes,but i always end up confused.i asked myself, "why cant i do..." so i guess i develop this excitment for new things,things that i never did before.
people often say, we use 1/10 of our brain. And if we unlock the rest with God, things will definitely get better.
back to my past, it is always the lack of understanding.and nobody gave me the answer. i will definitely not allow my children to fall under such circumstances. The world is innately evil. As long as General Paper exists, the world can never be white...it can be gray or even black.For darkness is such a powerful force that it can even corrode away the fundamentals of life...purpose of marriage, family structure, and the power of faith.

so much room has been made available for darkness to reign..so much..it is just unbelievable.

2nd wreckness comes from these. People/intellects coming forth to fight against the faith-force. They believe in only what they can see...my question to them would then be...a blind person can never be able to be smart? Faith is such a great force.
I really want to be part of this force and wipe out these faithless creatures!

i just want to shout to God,

You are my King, rule over my life,my brain. i give you my all. And use me for a greater purpose in life!

im going to be a religious doctor!