today's GP was rather faith destructing.The work of the devil! Just as i thought today would be a great day! All of a sudden, God told me, New Level, New Devils. INDEED. i had a breakthrough today and thus, new devils came=/

the 1st encounter was when shirlyn was late. i was hoping so eagerly to preach to her about the sermons she missed and to check her life. BUT i didnt manage to do so for 1hr! it ended up being left with 20-30 mins but it was a great sermon. LIVE by pastor lia. so powerful. so tmr will be the day!

2nd encounter, rehersal scam by mr cornelius chew. i almost cannot meet up with christine! but we did=D

3rd and the hardest to overcome, the question on Where was God during black slavery. Where was he when the blacks suffered? and there have been cynics claiming that the bible is a tool of physical enslavement.[ In the documentary, 500 years later]

WELL, i cant exactly say that these are all lies. But i just feel that it a subject that is argued in the wrong way. It like arguing if Hilter's good.Yes he is good because he united the people. No he isnt because he killed many.
On the contrary, the arguement on the existence of God is turned over. As fallen creatures, we are innately EVIL, filled with worldly thinkings. The usage of Whites has sadly been used for regard ALL whites. Did ALL whites really took part in the enslavement of the blacks? I am sure mother theresa did not. And where was God? Many would have said, if God was good/omnipotent, he will do this and do that. But this will never happen if what you are asking for is just to do it the easy way. and perhaps it was due to the fact that blacks are not saved? and by allowing whites to step in, the gospel of truth can take root? all these are not known, but what i can assure is that GOD is REAL. i can feel it and so can others. The thick presence of God in heart of God church can assure anyone who believes in God.
an absence at an instance cannot prove that something is absolutely non-existent.

if people are starving to death, is there no food?
we have to search for it...the same thing applies. If people cant feel God, they just have to search for Him and the only way is through praising and worshipping! and that is when all skeptical thoughts will end. BUT FIRST, it starts with YOU. it is whether YOU want God to in your life or not.Because skeptism is an act of unfaithfulness/doubt which is a resistive force from knowing God as our savior.

no one can be sure if the church beside the acts of slavery can be on fire or not.the bible mentioned that in Revelation 1-3 the 7types of churches. A church can exist without the river of God flowing through it. Now, isnt it like NATO and UN, claiming world peace as their duty but actions are limited? ONE SHOULD ALWAYS MAKE A FAIR JUDGEMENT, FOR THE CHRISTIAN WALK IS ONE VERY MUCH LIKE OUR LIVES IN SATAN'S WORLD. if non-Christians are subjected to the common grace, then they are too subjected to Satan's lies.

Don't be deceived. If we are required to make substantiated views, dont stop halfway. See the full picture. Do not argue a thing based only on a part,but the whole picture. The irony as depicted by "500 years later" is insufficient to prove that God dont exist.The documentary itself is baised. The people making the opinions are the blacks ONLY. The same form of arguement and method to show the absence of God is blantantly the SAME. How boring can the devil get? " if god is real then this and this should not happen,blah blah blah." it is always the SAME. IF GOD, IF GOD.
there are no IFs. God is God and there are no ifs. Explore the bible and discover the richness of God's kingdom.

BUT first, have faith.