hmmm,
i've been reflecting and thinking bout the past,present and the future and i am starting to see the bigger picture!
i really letting of my dreadful past and embracing whats ahead of me.i am filled with the LOVE of the LORD. SOAKED in it.

it feels like a sudden revelation.i saw how self-centered i was before accepting Christ.how disgusting i was as person in my behavior,what i had said and what i have been thinking.it is just so sick can.

i didnt really care what others said.so long that it doesnt concern me,i cant be bothered even though i used to pretend that i really cared.its so different now.i really want to spread the love that Jesus has given me.

this june is surely,the month of breakthroughs.i can see tonnes of souls getting saved this month. more visions.more power.more stamina. 34!is the number!

ok,i'll share more bout my life yea.
i used to whine bout this and that.and got easily depressed.i really thought that nobody cared for me for a period of time and thoughts of sucidal came through my mind.secondary 3..yea.so young and naive.
all of a sudden,while inviting friends to church,Jesus shed some light on what i was doing.i did it for Him and He in turn opened my spiritual eyes. i really began to appreciate the things around me and the msg that kongtat sent to christine a few months back came ringing in my mind!"i would not take all these i have for granted."
indeed.we always say we mustnt take things for granted.but these words get forgotten soo easily.
my parents and sister who actually love me so deeply.yet i took it for granted and blamed them for not caring for me more.im 17..its not too late!=Dso its payback time!its just me who refuses to open my heart to them.keeping too much junk in my brain and having negative thoughts.i need to delete them permenantly.hahah=)
my friends..i just need to talk to them more.if i didnt put in effort to talk to people,why would they do the same right!silly me. alex was right!sec 3 again!hahaha!

well, im embracing life now guys!
JESUS,i love You so much! i will not doubt,i will be BOLD and courageous.
oh Lord,You're my strength.i will use Your blessings wisely.
Oh God, i pray for the supernatural.
breakthrough.