oh finally i can use blogspot to update!haha there is something really wrong with blogspot,well nevermind!

hmmm, these few weeks i have learnt alot alot alot!and they are very valuable! BECAUSE,after thinking through of what has happened! IT IS WHAT I HAD BEEN PRAYING FOR ALL THIS WHILE.i prayed that i can overcome the fear in me.the lack of courage to make the 1st move. and to cope with my hectic schdule.im seriously very busy.not joking!

God has used many people around me to guide me,to help me overcome the obstacle i faced,both on court and off court. Being raised in a typical asian family, i embrace the culture of being humble.This often leads to a lack of self-confidence in myself because i always belittle my acheievements OR when i fall from higher grounds, i think that it is impossible to climb back again.after yesterday's match with RJC,i had a lot of revelations. It made think that it is POSSIBLE to fight with the best brains in Singapore, head-on, without having the slightest intimidation from them. Seeing how haodong and yuhe fight, it promulgates that JJC has the capacity to triumph over RJC. We should all stop assuming that this or that player is SBA player and therefore too strong to play with, let alone from china.

such an excuse is DECLARED AS INVALID. if it was the old me,i would have jolly well accepted that fact.

although some rj shuttler claims that our player had won their single through sheer luck, it seems to me that he is too boastful. haha, however, this would no longer bother me.i believe that as long as i keep my desire to fight,having the willingness to be the best of what God has appointed me to do, all things are impossible. because "with God, all things are possible".

now,facing the lastest obstacle, PRE U SEM. it seems to me that it fits nicely to my schedule AGAIN. tsk, i need to do alot of catching up! SPAs and TESTS! totally madness. almost ALL the tests and my SPAs are on the LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL.totally SCREWED.
then again, " with God, all things are possible"

therefore,
I WILL PASS THIS OBSTACLE.